lola passed the fuck out :)

remember how i said i was getting a promotion?

now i’ve got word that we’re not renewing the rent for our kiosk, meaning on june 30th everyone will be laid off. i don’t know what this means for me. i’ll be looking for another job incase i don’t get the transfer i’m expecting, regardless it’s all very stressful and overwhelming right now. a month is better than a weeks notice though, i guess. 

dinner tonight. :) we went to whole foods after work then went down by the lake to eat. needless to say the geese had a lot of my pasta.

what should i name the newest member of our family? :)

i need to get my ass to bed. it’s 1 am and i have to be up for work in the morning. since i’m working a closing shift, i had to pack my lunch, dinner and snacks and i also decided to prepare my breakfast for the morning so i have some extra time to sleep in. and since my sister is struggling with her intake lately (she also has an eating disorder), i decided i’d help her out and pack her what i made for myself. 
can i just go to bed now so i can wake up and eat yummy food again? 

ultimate goal of body/self confidence: achieved

i’ve been feeling so confident lately. my self-esteem has improved, though i do still engage in negative self-talk just not as frequently as before. my body is stronger and i no longer have to ask someone to carry something over 10lbs for me. i don’t deal with the same bloating as i used to, especially since i haven’t been purging. 
i’ve just been feeling better about myself in general lately and the only way i know how to celebrate is to take lots of pictures and share them with you all. sooo, following this post will be about three shots of my absolutely amazing body.
tell me i’m bragging or i’m full of myself, but more people need to appreciate their body the way that i do. my body is a miracle. it went from literally being so close to death to the point where getting up to go to the washroom was a struggle, to going for hour long walks in the sun without any struggle at all. it’s time to celebrate that!