i’m not coming back

i’m moving on with my life. i originally left because i wanted a life outside of the internet. a life where i actually got to hang out with the people i was friends with. and a life where not everyone i knew was battling some sort of mental disorder. i’m so over it.
maybe one day i will be a therapist or i will spread the recovery word but right now i’m no one’s therapist.
thank you to anyone who has called me their inspiration. i’m flattered i could help you on the road to recovery. but being someones inspiration is a huge burden to carry. if i fuck up, will you relapse? sorry i’m not sorry but i don’t really care anymore. i got to where i am taking care of myself first. i lead a selfish recovery and it works for me and has been the only thing to work for others i know. every day i’m closer to saying i’m eating disorder free. all tumblr does is engulf me in this ed world again and i don’t care for it.
i wish everyone the best with their recovery and i hope you can find an ed free life too. and thank you to anyone who has ever supported me. if i never returned the favour, i apologize but i do wish you all the best.
cyaaaa

i’ve been getting a lot of traffic on here lately (messages, follows). so… how many of you want me to come back?

just an fyi: trudy’s tumblr account has been suspended. at least it didn’t get deleted this time.

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i’m doing good, tumblr’s just lost its touch for me

beauty shot. honestly though, why are you so pretty @trudyyg ? (Taken with Instagram)

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